I am not sure if I am on the right path- I was on a fast pace before, and now I’ve gone back to a slower one. Cut off from the people in my life I’ve talked to before, I am unsure of whether I am in the right path. I ended up seeing someone, but I don’t know if it’s right to continue. I wanted to keep changing myself, but I feel like with someone else, I am unable to move within my own story.
It is 8/10, the full moon, and apparently a lion gate, a kind of spotlight that is supposed to be a universal portal opening between august 10-13th. I wanted to keep exploring this new identity that I have after my trip to New York. I wanted fresh opportunities, and new connections.
I wonder if I am on the right path. I felt something today after the matsuri in shimokitazawa, because I still want to be part of the world that is much larger, and more random than a small world with one person, and I don’t know how to tell this to the person.
How can I tell this to the full moon? I was moving so much freer before. Is it possible to keep moving?